This morning I found out that they are not replacing me for my job despite the fact I gave them literally three weeks notice. It gets frustrating when I feel like I do the majority of the work and I hard get credit. So guess what. I am glad you get to see what happens when someone is there and the ship does not run because you filled the gaps.
Also yesterday tech was not working. I tried to fix stuff and instead of being praised for efficency I had to do a series of emails and told I needed to do that do it a certain way.
Also I was dinged for some really stupid stuff on a doc. It was like they were looking for something.
And stating my feelings is not going to work. They say stuff is animous but I noticed they discussed stuff I had stated either in a survey or stuff that happened at work. So when I do any kind of surveys as far as I am concerned it is ALL FINE>
If I just make satifactory I will be satisfied. After this year I will be off the hook for a few so I will just make it with whatever.
I know I am doing the best I can. I can't control others but I can pray about how to handle M with the changes in his behavior, D with diranged gradma, R with spitting and all the rest adventures.
