Passive Agressiveness 101

Sometimes you can just get ticked off.  I know there are reasons why people do what they do but it does not make life easy. 

For instance my husband and I have been part of this group at church.  For the last year I have hated going.  I could not put my finger really on it but I hated going.  I felt like they were out to find my weaknesses and that there were things that were not healthy emotionally.  Finally last December I decided to finally keep my mouth shut and things got really weird.  Even for my hubby and he is pretty tolerant of most things.  I remember laying in bed  after the last meeting and he decided to just quit.  We are going to a different group next year and when we decided the group leader had to give us his blessing for it.  Gotta love that.

Then I had been faithfully blogging on a fitness site for a while and I felt I was really making an impact in people's lives until someone decided to go from daily to a continuous blog.  So I decided if my energies were not appreciated I would just back off. 


Today I also tried to be nice to someone who is basically a jerk.  It killed me talking to them and slam I felt like I was being punched out or something. 

So I am backing off.  Is it alright to want justice and not get bitter about it.  I don't want to see people fail but sometimes I just want resolution.  Is that okay?

I am truly a blessed person.  I like my life.  I like the fact when friends gravely disappoint me that someone else goes to take their place.  I am thankful for my husband, my Lord and my family.  When is it alright though to say enough is enough.  I did today and it feels pretty good.

Welcome to my blog!

I have decided to take my blog off a popular site and post here when I need to rant, rejoice and just talk about running.  So many crazy things have happened in the past year good and bad that I feel the need to talk about it but not neccesarilly need to have everyone know about it. 

My name is Chris and I am 44 years old.  Most people think I am a lot younger and that is good.  I am a teacher and I love my job.

Sometimes though I think people can just really tick you off.  And I can't stand phonies. 

So I am writing when I have something awesome to tell you, something about my running, and also went I just need to vent!